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Blessings

I think one of the things that I love about photography is that it is so real.  There is no fibbing … I mean you see it, you snap it and you got it.  I love that.  Sometimes I even think and feel that you get so much more that you don’t necessarily feel or see at the split second … that is what I love even more … I thirst for it.  I feel like I’ve been on a roller coaster this last month … so many good things and yet some not so good things … I got to photograph the birth of baby Emilia, her parents have three boys and didn’t know if she would be a girl or a boy … seriously the best surprise ever … life is such a gift.  There were tears all around that room … it was amazing.  And to have Emilia’s mom tell me personally that those photos were one of her most prized possessions … wow, I was holding back the tears.

I’ve gotten to spend time with some cherished friends and help them with parts of their business, which is secretly so fun for me.  There are times when I really do miss that crazy technical j-o-b I used to have.   I’ve gotten to photograph a couple of my little friends with Down Syndrome, who, without fail make me see life differently each and every time I get to spend some quality time with them and their families … I’m always so humbled at their zest for life and their wisdom beyond what I can even explain no matter what their age is.

Then on the flip side, my dad’s doggie Speedbump passed away … she was a bassett hound and the cutest thing ever!  Maybe even more cute than Lucy, maybe.  When  I broke the news to Isabel she burst into tears … it was so darn hard to see her cry like that.

It’s amazing that I get to do what I do.  I had to pinch myself the other day when I was told in one day by three different people that they felt blessed that I was in their lives.  Me.  Little old me.  Really?!  Really? Me, who gets to live my passion every day and could think of doing nothing else and people love that about me.  Honestly, it makes me love life and the realness of it even more.  It makes me love meeting new people, love staying connected to those that I love and come to love.  It’s amazing. It truly is!!!  I remember working somewhere for over 10 years and not once did I ever hear something like they felt blessed to have me in their lives … maybe a humble thank you for a job well done, which I totally appreciated … but never blessed!  It almost cracks me up at how night and day it is.   It moves me more than I could ever explain, I wish I had paid attention in English class more so that I would have grown up to be a better writer … but since I’m not that good I just write as I would speak to you if we were at the coffee shop.  I guess that’s alright, right?  My mom would correct me for sure for my crazy grammar, but oh well!

On another not that I wanted to share … I had breakfast with my friend Kim last week and we chatted about how busy we get and how we don’t take the time that we need to take for the things that are truly important and what we take for granted … I left that breakfast feeling refreshed.  I truly felt like I had just been given and unexpected gift.  Slow down.  Stop.  Listen.  Be thankful.  I so needed that.  I wish I would remember that every day when I wake up.

I guess the truth is and what I wanted to share this evening is that I feel blessed by you.  I feel blessed by all of you in my life.   Thank you for being you.  Thank you for sharing you and your life with me … it makes my life so rich.

I promise to share some images from the last month … This one stands out like I can’t even begin to tell you.  Miller is such a joy.  He makes me laugh and then he imitates my laugh which makes me laugh even more!  I love him!  He is uninhibited and his laughter is infectious.  This image though to me captures him.  It’s not laughter … it’s love.  I think Miller LOVES life … and his doggie!

Until tomorrow ….

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A little Lucy Love

It’s been a while since I’ve posted a photo of Lucy … so I thought I’d show her a little love today … she is so vivacious!  I can’t believe that it’s been a little over a year since she used to sleep in Erin’s arms when Erin came over to work … man time files!  I always say that about kids, but it’s so true even with dogs … in a year of life so much change happens … it’s CRAZY!

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YOU.

I snapped this photo while on assignment for Maren at her art studio and it really meant so much to me.  Crazy how as artists sometimes we get caught up in the way  we think others see our work or what others are doing that we sometimes forget that what makes us an artist or what makes the people who admire our work or hire us is just that … us … or YOU.  I’ve really been doing lots of thinking about this lately because it makes me sad when people feel like they have to be one thing or another instead of being the artist that is within them … who cares what everyone else is doing … be YOU.  that is why people love you and your work.  It’s why people are drawn to you.  YOU are unique … a one of a kind …. that is what makes YOU the special and unique person you are …

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Simple | Beauty

img_2220I don’t know about everyone else, but it seems lately I’ve been really meditating on the simple things … about the things around us that we take for granted and the things that we really need and the things that truly make us happy … really happy … not just that quick rush of happiness we get when we buy those new jeans or to die for the moment shoes … but the things that really feed us.

Usually I have some time before photo sessions … especially if I’m meeting someone at the park … and lately flowers have really been making me happy.  The are so complex and yet so simple.  I LOVE them.  I have been really enjoying getting to the park early and snapping their simple and true beauty … I thought I would share a few …

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Those super close to me would tell you “Penny, has the nose that knows” … something that drives me crazy actually … I can sniff out a gas leak that no one in the house smells, I can tell if you stepped in something that you better not get on the carpet, hurry step outside and clean your shoes AND smells bring me back, way back, right smack there, to some of my most special memories of my life and defining moments.

Late this afternoon I was doing a practice that I do sometimes and jotting down what I think sets me apart.  What I value, what I love, what makes me … me.  I closed my eyes and I wanted to remember something … something that was a memory that makes me smile, vintage, true.

Then it was there, I remember as if it were last night, the evening my grandpa D tossed me the keys to the old brown 1971 Mercedes 280SE, I thought it was pure luxury and my grandfather was going to let me drive it … WOW!  It was dark and brisk out, but I didn’t care, I said let’s go and get an ice cream … so we jumped in the car.  I was so nervous.  My grandparents were hard workers and they valued their nice things, as I did too.  My grandfather is the kind of man who you just don’t mess up around.  He taught me lots of things and as I look back, he taught me more than I ever got the chance to say thank you for.  As we drove toward the bright lights he asked me if I liked the car.  I smiled .. “I love it”  I said.  I remember taking in the smell of the leather, the sheepskin covers they had on the front seats … the fresh cold air from my grandpas window being down.  I felt so content.  He looked over at me and said …Penny Marie, it’s yours.  Just like that, Penny Marie it’s yours.  I felt so excited, cool and freaking out all at the same time.  I couldn’t belive it … I asked him if he was serious and he said … yep, now lets go get some ice cream for grandma.  And that was that.

Today when I smelt that leather and the sheepskin covers it made me think of real moments.  Real moments in life.  The in-between moments that really define us.  I love that about life and I love being able to go back there with just the rememberance of the smell.

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